Tuesday, October 01, 2019

1 October 2014

Elbow

Check out my new professional photo!


Many thanks,


Project Assistant | Programme & Project Management


Max


Great hair!


Many thanks,


Playwright | Novelist


Elbow


Believe it or not Mane n Tail (http://manentail.com/) is the sole reason I haven’t shaved my hair in despair. Since moving here my hair was getting brutalised by the water. Was recommended this by a hair stylist in Shoreditch & the results speak for themselves.


Condition it every morning, use my fingers to remove the knots, more conditioner as serum once it’s dry & look at it. LOOK!!


Max


You have hair serum????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Elbow




Max

*snortle laugh*

oh man.

that has been YEARS in the making.

1 October 2004

Because I am VERY cool, I have an icebreaker prepared for the Leytonstone Housewarming Party.

Pip
You are looking for the person for whom Hong Kong made them feel they had never seen a real city in their life

Teacher
You are looking for the person who is famous for losing all manner of personal effects while travelling

Lee
You are looking for the person who knows someone who can channel the spirit of Richard III 

Teddy
You are looking for the person who is a tireless money raiser for a schoolmate of theirs who is now a paraplegic

Sam
You are looking for the person whose favourite saying is ‘in the space between my fingers lives another hand’

Wifey
You are looking for the person whose favourite book is Imagica by Clive Barker because it is a whole different world of magic and wonder, brilliance, shimmering darkness and real evil’

Sister
You are looking for the person whose favourite movie is ‘Primal Fear’

Adam 
You are looking for the person whose favourite saying is ‘Don’t ask for the rainbow, fetch it’ 

Kate
You are looking for the person who is the king of pun pong

M
You are looking for the person who is a big Michael Palin fan

Cat
You are looking for the person who I first met at a Christian Conference in Skegness

Jim
You are looking for the person whose favourite travel destination is Playa Zunzal in El Salvador because of the deserted beach

Tom
You are looking for the person who is a big fan of the magazine ‘Private Eye’

Jamie
You are looking for the person who loves the Cinque Terre because of the walk between the villages and the pesto

Jack
You are looking for the person who is my long lost third cousin

Taryn
You are looking for the person who just bought an iPod

Em
You are looking for the person whose favourite saying is ‘what was has always been, what is had always been, what will be has always been’

Sister
You are looking for the person who studied in Canberra last year

Thursday, September 26, 2019

26 September 2006

Story for today: in my English tute with Andrew Lynch I made a vaguely bemused comment about the translation of Sir Launfal we were studying and hushed the class in horror - it was Andrew's translation and apparently he mentioned it in the lecture but I guess it must have been at the start of the lecture because I totally missed it. Talk about EMBARRASSING! I went red and hot and prickly. This is also not the first time I have ever made this kind of gaffe with Andrew, I did it in my first ever unit with him almost five years ago :(

Although Andrew is my favourite tutor ever because each tute he manages to make an observation about my manner of thinking that is entirely flattering. He is also convinced that I am a teacher! My tute presentation at the start of the semester prompted him to ask me if I had done teaching since he last saw me. And today when I admitted that I had been in London for two of the last three years, he again asked me if I had been teaching over there. Bless his cotton socks! :)

***

Today was also a good tute day: in the before-tute discussion I called a character a strumpet and the rest of the tute were so taken with the word that Andrew headed out to his dictionary to give us the origin of the word and the tute really bonded over the word. For the rest of the tute the presenter would deliberately use the word, the tute would start laughing and I would keep score as to how many times my word was used. Good times.

Friday, September 20, 2019

20 September 2012

*I* don't understand the extent of what I am going through at the moment! I had some thoughts last night and today, all prompted by you being back, that were very constructive.

1. There has been no one here that can interact with my writing at the level of expertise, experience and personal knowledge as you. Joey, in theory, could, but she doesn't want to. Having you right here allows me to be calmer, because you have been doing a big writing project for longer than I have, and your project encompasses me as a character anyway, so our involvement with each other's writing is high level enough, and your experience is invaluable.

2. I have concentrated too much on the Diary Project - I thought, wrongly, that since I am doing a concerted 12-month effort with all that collation, that involving all that material in other writing such as plays etc was the logical way to use my immersion in the material. Thinking about how long you have been writing, I've realised that if I spread the Diary Project out over more years, and only do one layer at a time, I will not get so anxious about the whole thing.

3. I have also remembered that I have MANY other pieces of writing to work on, and having you back reminds me that I also have all my history essays to look at, to re-work my thesis and to go back to all my commentary and criticism. Let alone all the other creative things - the photos and the cooking etc. It is nice to be reminded that I have many strings to my creative bow and that if I stop trying to do everything at once, I will be able to get a lot more done.

So thank you for being back! :)

Wednesday, September 18, 2019

22 August 2012

Lucy Snowe: Narrator of the non-narratable


The second half of the first paragraph of Chapter Four of Villette is a clear statement for the designation of narratable and non-narratable in Lucy Snowe’s narrative. In permitting the reader to assume the beginning of a conventional female history, Lucy clearly conjures in the readers’ mind the conventions of feminine narrative, then, with her query ‘why not I with the rest?’ determines to illustrate what a woman in revolt can do. Lucy invokes the images of a woman’s life, married and single, as ‘slumbering’, ‘still’, ‘closed’, ‘buried’, ‘prayer’. Indeed, these images are the expected demeanour of the ideal Victorian lady, slumbering in the safety of her father’s or her husband’s house if not in prayer in the house of her heavenly father, to be still and passive in the world and allow herself to be looked upon, judged and then passed as a dependent from male to male, to be sexually closed to everyone except her husband, her ambitions and desires to be buried under the ambitions and desires of the males she is dependant upon.

Our heroine, Lucy Snowe, is on the margins of her society, she has not the luxury of a benevolent patriarch to be dependant upon, nor has she been judged conventionally desirable enough to be married off. Instead, Lucy, when awoken from her childhood stasis by Paulina Home, becomes an active watcher of the world and stages an outwardly passive but inwardly passionate rebellion against her nature and circumstances as prescribed by society. Lucy’s revolt against the realities she is born into as a woman are almost pornographically rendered in Villette through a filtering narrative that manages to discuss the areas of feminine experience deemed non-narratable by patriarchal society. 

Lucy veils her pornographic narrative in the very essence of respectability, that of the stories of the many different, but socially acceptable stereotypes of women. Lucy, as the observer of life, therefore narrates the history of an ingénue, who marries well and is kept still and quiet; a spinster, living a solitary life after freezing her life; a coquette, who marries foolishly yet romantically; a lonely businesswoman, who can only spy on those she desires; two widows, one who lives wholly through her son and one who is supported by the goodwill of one she denied her granddaughter to; and a betrayed fiancé, fleeing to god and death rather than disgrace. These filters, by their very conformity to the expectations of society, illustrate Lucy’s lack of conformity and confirm that Lucy, with her passionate need to rebel, would be as miserable conforming as she is in the loneliness of not conforming. While the reader may find each of Lucy’s filters familiar and acceptable, Lucy has mixed reactions to the validity of the lives of her filters, for they frame her understanding and expression of the taboo experiences of feminine existence.

In the young Paulina, Lucy recognises the burial of the desires of the young girl to be replaced with the service rendered so blindly to the beloved Mr Home and adored Graham. Both girls, while in the Bretton household, are in love with Graham, and Paulina, having already lost her mother, is in need of comfort. Lucy, as a child who had been slumbering in childhood, is awakened by Paulina’s need and begins to watch her as she struggles to express her love for Graham. Lucy at this stage of her life will not admit to her desire for Graham and remains aloof from him.

As the grown Paulina and Lucy are thrown together with Graham again in Labassecour, Lucy, with her sharpened powers of observation, can see the growing adult love of Paulina for Graham and is conscious of the emotions Paulina will be going through, as she has experienced and buried them herself. Lucy neither openly shown her love for Graham nor suppressed her nature to gain his approval, so it is Paulina who is destined to marry Graham, so earning by her unselfish surrendering of herself both as a child and as an adult, the ultimate reward of an advantageous marriage to a man of status which in turn makes her almost invisible to society.

In the fact that Paulina has the social security of a marriage that merely asks in return a subservient self-distortion that renders her still and quiet in a life devoted to her husband, Paulina promises to turn into the image of her mother-in-law. Paulina’s ability to submit herself totally to the men in her life highlights Lucy’s strong independent streak, Paulina’s eligibility for marriage and high regard from society males as a result of her abasement to them proves Lucy’s ineligibility resulting from her independence and integrity. Paulina’s sub-plot identifies the essential fact that marriage, for women, was in direct opposition to their sense of self.

Ginevra Fanshawe is the coquette who, while never actually carving a place in Lucy’s heart, nevertheless becomes somewhat of a romantic heroine for the lonely, single woman resigned to a loveless existence. Ginevra uses the coy promises of her sexuality to encourage many men to pursue their suits while managing to preserve that reputation of sexual purity so important to finding her a future husband. In a world where the marriageable high-status men belonged to the young and beautiful girls with the right family connections, Ginevra quickly exposes Lucy as old, plain and a nobody, for if female power lay in the ability to attract the male gaze, then indeed Lucy was powerless by a combination of her physical attributes and her carefully cultivated shadowy existence.

Yet when Lucy begins associating with the Brettons and suddenly acquires connections and interacts socially, Ginevra, Lucy and society as a whole, are forced to re-evaluated Lucy as more than a nonentity, although Lucy’s own private views were that she was destined to surrender the self-sacrificing marital home for the self-serving classroom. Ginevra’s presence in Rue Fossette also contributes to the psychological torture of Lucy’s suppressed sexuality, for she often applied monikers of spinsterhood to Lucy, and it is Ginevra’s lover, disguised as the ghostly nun of the convent, who haunts Lucy with the spectre of eternal virginity.

Ginevra manages to live up to the stereotypical romantic ideas of love with her elopement on the night when Lucy finally has to accept that her last chance at happiness with M Paul has been dashed. Her accounts of her marriage to Lucy in her letters, however, show how the sexuality that she used to lure her suitors is shutdown completely in her marriage, a parallel with Lucy’s suppressed sexuality which would need to be unleashed to obtain a husband then fast leashed again. The fear of rampant female sexuality always surfaces when Lucy manifests her androgynous tendencies, of which her virtuoso performance with Ginevra in the fete was a most stunning moment.

Madame Beck is a lonely businesswoman engaged in enforcing the destructive modes of feminine conditioning by surveillance and is reduced to spying on the men she desires because she cannot hope to gain their regard. Lucy’s relationship with Madame Beck is based on the fact that she admires Madame’s methods while they will find nothing because Lucy not desirable and has nothing, but resents them when Lucy finally is allowed something of value and a feeling of desirability; the letters from Graham and the active regard of M Paul. Madame Beck desires both Graham and M Paul and while she cannot exert any power over Graham, M Paul, as her kinsman, can be actively thwarted in his desire for Lucy, on both selfish and religious grounds. Madame Beck is representative of the repression of a society that rules by surveillance and interference, actively repressing the ability for women to gain happiness and continuing the mores of feminine conduct, she is also a representative of the oppression of Catholic beliefs of the essential control of women’s sexuality and spiritual subordination.

Madame Walravens is similarly a representative of the myths that can constrain women when living and enshrine them along with patriarchal notions of femininity when they die. Madame Walravens lives by the earnings of the man who worships the thought of her granddaughter, who is buried a martyr for feminine stereotypes for she could neither defy her family nor betray her lover. Contrast this with the opinion that Lucy holds that she will die an old maid and it would be her fault entirely, for she will not compromise on her opinions of her self.

Lucy’s godmother, Louisa Bretton, is the perfect widowed mother. She lives through her son and accords him all the deference, service and prayers that were expected of her towards her husband. She marries her husband and is reliant on his support before his death and his foreplanning after his death, when catastrophe strikes the Bretton’s finances, Mrs Bretton will not and cannot support herself so Graham must take up a profession and prosper; prosper he does and Mrs Bretton has been saved the ignominy of gainful employment, for it is always preferable for women to be dependent than independent. Lucy is able to support herself her whole life, and even with M Paul’s generous donation of her first school, she is able, by her own hard work, improves on what she is given. Lucy, while having to accept charity from a woman who has not earned this money herself, manages to prove that independence, while hard, can be honourable.

Miss Marchmont, although a small part of the story, is a combination of all of Lucy’s filters. She was, like Paulina and Ginevra, eligible enough to be engaged to be married; but her fiancé died in an accident and she froze that moment in time and lived almost as in a slumber, closed herself off to all further thoughts towards marriage, as did Justine-Marie. If she had had a child to live and pray for as Mrs Bretton did, or a profession to enter to keep her occupied and contained as for Madame Beck, then perhaps she would have survived: she did not and she lived a life alike to being buried alive. It is Miss Marchmont that, on the eve of her death, finally spoke of the suffering of her life as a woman that moves Lucy to ponder the importance of finally speaking of one’s life. On her deathbed, Miss Marchmont embodies the best of the feminine nature, yet Lucy Snowe takes from that experience the need to narrate the taboo of the feminine nature through criticising the best of feminine nature.

Lucy Snowe is not an object to attract the male gaze nor is she a feminine robot to watch; instead, she gazes at the world, including the males in it, and observes the pain of the women conforming to the feminine mores. She is the ‘other’ that will not conform to the stereotypes of women required in her society. Yet Lucy is not punished by society nor fate for her subversive narrative of a life lived in revolt. Instead, she abases herself briefly to a man that has pursued her relentlessly and against the judgment of his peers, and is then, we presume, freed of his influence to continue her heretic ways.

Do Lucy Snowe’s systematic criticisms and rejection of the feminine mores mean she is a pretender to a masculine nature or renders her sexless? Should she be eligible, in the eyes of the society she has gone to great lengths not to conform to, to be promised marriage and given happiness, however limited? Is the ambiguous ending of the story the only one possible because a typical happy ending would not have been acceptable for the type of woman she was, yet is this ending too generous for a rebel at heart.

Villette is essentially the telling of the non-narratable, Lucy is the antithesis of acceptable womanhood observing the society that should be observing her, criticising that same and eventually moving towards an ending that is fulfilling instead of punishing her for her nonconformity. Lucy’s description of her unmentionable eight years irrevocably designates the conventional views of women as the non-narratable and the taboo as the substance of her heretic narrative. In this sense, Villette is almost pornographic in it’s addressing of the taboos of feminine awareness.

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18 September 2010

Hi Max,

Forgive me for the informal way of contacting you via facebook.

I'm Zach and was dating Celina the past few months before the accident. I'm not even sure if she mentioned me to you, but I assume she did. She mentioned you often and I even had some of your cookies I believe. She loved a reprieve from her peers at vet school and was very fond of you.

I'm sitting here in the US and haven't stopped thinking about her since I found out the news last Friday. I hoped so much to see her again. I don't know anybody who knew her except for my ex-flatmates in Perth and it really sucks. I miss everything about her.

How are you holding up?

Monday, September 16, 2019

16 September 2006

Max

Each Friday there is a speaker at the department giving a seminar. This week the girls were entertained by the title '... self-excited stick-slips ...' NORTY.

The guest speaker was really rather hot, and I was having a great time chatting and bantering with his two students (and because we were joking about age I knew they were younger than me) and when he left he came to me and pretended to flick a crumb off my shoulder and when I turned to look he chuckled my chin and his only words to me was 'a lovely 25'.

*goodness* it's been a long time since I was treated like that!

Today was intoxicating - I was in an almost maniacally happy mood due to the heat and the sun, too many of my favourite attractive men turning up to chat to me, it was good.

I stopped by your parents last night. I had wanted to catch Jack because yesterday morning as I was walking to the bus I saw a speckled rooster roaming Roy Street and I immediately thought of Jack. Jack was still at work but I chatted to your parents for ages.

Joey

Chin tickling is very sexy. Sometimes W tickles my ear or my cheek which I secretly love. Today I spoke to M, alone in his office and made a little slip - I teased him about how tidy his desktop was and he told me he was a very neat person. Yes, your room is very tidy, I said. And we both blushed and were quiet for a moment. Let me teach you a Jamaican word, and he said 'irie'. It's irie between us, he said, which means it's all ok.

Sometimes he is such a jerk, and then other times he does something so sweet or gentlemanly that I want to throw my arms around him. I will always wonder what would have happened between us if fate had not stepped in and broken her nose, creating a diversion for me to meet A, and I will be a little bit sad not to have M in my life even as a friend.

Did you know that I only have 7.5 working days left?

Max

It is very sexy, isn't it? I wonder if it is because touch these days is either non-existent or really full-on (think drunken snogs) and there is not much in between caressing.

People are amazing, aren't they. They can give you so much sometimes without giving you much at all. M sounds like a man who gives you a lot to think about, a lot to feel, simply by being imperfect in your eyes. He must have a strong character if you are simultaneously missing him and being frustrated by him.

I have to go to bed now, but you enjoy your last 7.5 days - the world awaits your actions in the next two months.

Thursday, September 12, 2019

12 September 2006

Robbie (outlining Max’s favourites, with notes from Max)

Movie: Something with charming Nazi war criminals … and abled bodied Jews
(check)
TV show: Buffy the "are we really supposed to believe she can actually kick arse" Vampire Slayer
(Firefly, same man at the helm, brunettes are better)
Fictional character: hetero Xena … slutty Robbie … or 'no movies' Ash
(BRILLIANT, yes!)
'Ship: oh - she knows this one - that crazy american man blowtorching pretty young japanese girl
(you are a cruel woman, the real favourite 'ship is the one we do not mention lest Max never be allowed near adolescent boys again)
Band: something by some crazy DJ no-one listens to, that only plays at 3am at Bar Open, or at the Hyde Park Hotel
(checkish, David Holmes, who is a DJ)
Song: I'm a little teapot
(oh, that has SO many different ways I could make that good and bad)
Book: English for Dummies
(heeeee, actually The Age of Innocence)
Author: anyone who writes about vampires ...
(I have a funny story about that one, Charlotte Bronte)
Colour: Navy Blue
('orrible creature you are, black)
Animal: woodpecker - as Max likes both components of the word …
(check, laughed until I cried, in a pinch a penguin, albatross or pelican)
Food: herself - being food for a vampire
(yes! *swoon*)
Snack: Domino's meatball pizza with 3 cheese stuffed crust
(see Vampire)
Beverage: iced tea … with a shot of bourbon
(and grumpy hungover Max in the morning, Fanta)
Store: crap if I know - something with bits of fluff in it.
(not sure the Victoria & Albert Museum Shop would APPRECIATE the description, but they do have fluffy stuff in there somewhere)
Vacation spot: Any place with tall, buff, black men … short Hispanic/Mexican men … or … men ...
(so, so, so, SO true I couldn't get any sound out when I laughed)

Robbie, a masterful combination of truth and fiction!

Xena

robbie i laughed so hard i wet my pants.
there is so much truth in that little profile though :P
fave vacation spot … i would of thought Max would rather enjoy the literary wealth on the isle of lesbos *wink*

Ash

That was brilliant … and do you need a luggage carrier when you go to your vacation spot … I promise I won’t make a sound … *does best impression of Max’s bambi eyes*

What am I thinking … Max wouldn’t bring any luggage to a vacation spot like that … sorry momentary lapse in concentration Xena’s little fictional tale still playing havoc with my mind ...

Max

So, not dividing the banter from the truth, I am a raging bisexual international predator with a penchant for meat in ALL forms, obscure bands, violent sexual practices and alcohol.

8-\

Woah, and on Sunday I was reading my diary from Year 12 in which two pages were devoted to my personal reflections on the speeches for Head Girl ...

FOR WHICH I WAS A NOMINEE I REMIND YOU ALL, AND WAS SUBSEQUENTLY LITURGY PREFECT, SO HOW DID I GET TO THE SENTENCE ABOVE IN ONLY SEVEN YEARS?

*catholic schoolgirls ARE a lot more fun out of the convent aren't they?*

/-)

oi, Xena, stop winking at me when you are publishing such plot-what-plot smut for our reading pleasure. Me visiting the Greek Islands next year to see my 'wifey' get married is far more conventional than it sounds!

Ash, stop leaking my seduction tips to all and sundry or I will be making you bowl every day so you have to go to your CHIRO forever to suffer erotic purgatory! ah-HA.

Robbie, that list is yours to keep VERY silent and secret now y'hear ...

luv youse all, who else would I admit my penchant for the 'Dummies' series to I ask?

[during this exchange of emails, another email was sent to all by Xena - an amusing soft porn story about catching up with a much loved and queer mutual friend from high school]

Robbie

oh, sweet JEBUS!  I almost believed u!!!! Gave me a slightly more than mild coronary- I think stuff idol - your true talent lies in writing soft porn ...

May i just say that i shall never be able to look 'dear sweet xena' in the face again ... or anywhere else for that matter.

Max

While certainly uncomfortable to read if it had been true, it is still an amusing thing to read as a window into the romantic corners of Xena's mind. Cartons of VB? Really? Xena!

/-)

Ash

Oh dear lord....!!!

I feel the need to wash my imagination out with industrial strength cleaning products ...

I feel I need a shower to cleanse myself of the horror … Ash walks off shuddering & feeling slightly dirty...

Xena

first and foremost … i would like to apologise.
a) for staining ash’s mind forever.
b) for possibly giving robbie a little too much excitement for her little heart.
c) for the cartons of VB.

admittedly i did have a fun writing that though ... *sigh* i've read WAY too much Alt FanFic about vamp willow and tara.

12 September 2012 (coda)

Max is an awesome cousin: she arrives with sparkles and allows kids to eat three squares of chocolate, two Kingstons and about a million walnuts before bed

Audes: ahhh, just leave the parents to deal with that midnight tummy ache eh?

Max: It was a miracle she went to bed after being allowed to stay up with me and eat that much. But that’s me I guess, boring small children to sleep, despite the sugar rush. I hope there is no midnight tummy ache!

A: Hahaha, boring them to sleep. Never!

M: Actually, I am more of a threat - go to bed or Max will try and argue that your Barbies need to Unite against the Patriarchy that refused to manufacture them so they fit into a standard Tonka Truck Cab …

A: They do have ridiculously long legs … Oli has a baby doll and I don’t like it (not BabyDoll who I made a dress for, she’s okay, another baby doll that is freaky because it is REAL looking and when I catch sight of its creepy arms and legs in her toy drawer I get a fright), so I can’t imagine I’m going to buy her Barbie

M: hahahaha, creepy, CREEPY life-like dolls … worse than creepy, CREEPY not life-like dolls! But then, I don’t really like dolls at all. I was brought a Barbie, which was EXPENSIVE back then. She had a Princess dress and everything. I kept her naked under the cupboard and chewed her feet off until I got to the wire that makes those stupid legs bend. B’ah, dolls …

A: THAT is freaky! You CHEWED HER FEET OFF?????

M: Yeah. But she fit into the Cab of the Tonka Truck with that small modification … she loves driving trucks Audes, LOVES IT! :)

A: Pffft. How the hell did she reach the pedals?

M: I spot welded the leg wire to the pedals. She LOVES driving trucks …

A: Poor Barbie. You really weren’t lying that you don’t like dolls.

M: I was hell to entertain until I could read … then everything was FINE! I stopped torturing small and unrealistic representations of women and began to do real things, like read Fantasy and make stories up! :)

A: Phew! I had this idea that you were chewing up Barbie at age 9 …

M: hehehe, n’ah, maybe 4 or 5? Well, that is what I think. Mum may have to be consulted. Maybe it WAS when I was 9, and I am just suppressing my psychopathic tendencies …

A: I hope not. I’m going to watch my feet around you from now on.

12 September 2012

Max is wearing shoes she bought in the Nineties; they are singing 'Waterfalls' for her at the moment
Ben: Not Pony
Cam: TLC?
Max: Now it’s ‘Whatta Man’, Salt-n-Pepa Power!
Jay: Sketchers
Max: I WISH I STILL HAD MY SPICE GIRL PLATFORM SKETCHERS! Robbie still has hers I reckon … Mine were so much better than these! Oh man, what shoes ...

Max would like to issue a warning to Ben: Don't Corrupt my Innocent Nineties Shoes! They were singing TLC and Salt-N-Pepa in the morning, then you mentioned a certain favourite tune and now they have started on Coolio ... Ooh La La ...
Ben: suuuuuuure they are innocent … I don’t corrupt the incorruptible you know!
Cam: next it’ll be peter andre mysterious girl!
Max: Stop slandering my Nineties Shoes Ben, steady on girl! That news about Ryan has discombobulated you. Cam! Uncalled For Musical Mention, you should be ashamed ...

Max will never know how Mysterious Girl goes, because she has never heard it, and intends for that to remain her state until her death
Cam: its not really anything about the song, its the video clip. Andre in thigh-deep water (tropical paradise), giving come hither … And those ABS!
Max: NO. Nothing about that sounds awesome. I am glad of my Mysterious Girl Virginity. I am going back to Coolio and Snoop …
Digby: Are you for real? Deep down everyone loves that song. You love it too, you don’t know it yet :)
FFS: it’s that one Peter Andre song that everyone knows, and still gets played in the clubs!
Max: Right! I respect all you girls and your love of the Nineties and Music in general. I just don’t know, do I want to preserve my innocence. What Would Cher Do?
FFS: She’d Believe, and Turn Back Time … Are You Strong Enough?
Max: *lol* I am inspired. But I was thinking of Cher from Clueless. What Would SHE Do? Would she watch the Mysterious Girl Videoclip?
FFS: ahhhhh hahahaha She’d listen to it with the homies :)
Cam: She prob be in the clip …
Max: Okay, one day, when I am Rollin’ with the Homies, I will watch Mysterious Girl

Max now has this Peter-Andre's-Abs thing to look forward to …
oh.
no.
oh no.
oooooooooooh noooooooooooo that was not good.
I had to stop watching

Max didn't go all the way. With Peter Andre. Okay?
Moses: Did your shoes not like him?
Max: The Nineties Shoes were NOT feeling Peter. Not in the slightest. There were no Rhonda and Ketut feelings between my Nineties Shoes and Young Mr Andre

Wednesday, September 11, 2019

11 September 2012

Max

I handed in my final script last night for my course. it nearly killed me.

I wrote all weekend until 9pm Sunday. then hated it.

so I started another piece, and didn't have the ending by the time I went to sleep.

dreamt all night of lines and ideas.

woke up, still with no ending.

had real work to do all day, no writing.

drove a workmate home to Perth, chatted all the way about the piece, found the ending.

handed it in. re-read it at home, I still like the piece. four typos.

like you, I was on the beach on Saturday around noon, trying to write. trying. failing.

Joey

Of course, writing at the beach didn’t work ... sand gets into the typewriter keys and messes up the ink ribbon. All the effort of lugging your Underwood through the sand dunes for not much reward ...

Max

ahahahaha, I would like to point out that that delightful reply would only work if I had said I was typing on the beach.

as it was, there was enough sand to blot my parchment, more than enough, it's just that I never really put quill to parchment because I was not inspired. also, the parchment kept rolling up when it wasn't flapping, the quill seemed to want to fly out of my hands and soar with the seagulls and the ink yearned to sink into the sand and run to the sea, to paint the waves with my words.

so I realised that the seasons only really describe the big changes in our lives, and the waves illustrate more closely the daily heartbeat of our lives, so I went and stood in the wash to absorb some heartbeats to put into my writing. then I went home and typed ... :)

the coda to the thought about the waves is that we are also never really at the tip of the wave, nor on the break nor at the base - we are always tumbling along in the middle. Nothing is ever smooth. But there is a beat. And that is what makes us feel at home even in the tumble of the daily waves.

21 August 2013

Real World Commandments

Thou shalt not worry about previous partners, current crushes or possible future complications. Thou shalt accept that adults are the guardians of their own morals.

Thou shalt not worry about previous, current or future orientation. Thou shalt accept all advances from any and all gender identities.

Thou shalt not worry about previous, current or future 'physical types' - yours or others. Thou shalt acknowledge that attractiveness and proficiency is not and has never been reliant on looks.

Thou shalt not talk to excess. Thou shalt flirt and snog and allow all further liberties taken to come to their natural conclusion.

Thou shalt not expect anything other than respect and discretion in the interaction. Thou shalt accept that you are starting your human interactions again with no expectations.

Thou shalt engage in what humans do best every calendar week, running from Thursday to Thursday. Thou shalt not fudge the averages or totals.

Thou shalt relax during the real world sourcing of the human involved. Thou shalt ask for what you want, and allow others to do the same.

Thou shalt be safe during the virtual world sourcing of the human involvement. Thou shalt not neglect your health.

Thou shalt be kind and respectful of the health and reputation of the human involved, and ask the same of them. Thou shalt not neglect your wellbeing.

Thou shalt drink until you make bad decisions every calendar week, wherever is safest and most comfortable. Thou shalt not attend an occasion that involves drinking without having one drink.

Thou shalt enjoy the journey. Thou shalt not retreat from your fears.

Saturday, September 07, 2019

7 September 2005

The suspicion that the parents would want to marry me off as soon as I got home and landed a real career was my biggest nightmare. I thought I was safe until the parents started a rather subtle campaign; Mum taking me shopping for flirty, girlie clothes while holding forth on the advantages of arranged marriages and being a wife that supports a husband in his job; my dad, once so proud of my studies and my travel, questioning me closely as to how I was going to support myself until my marriage, steadily ignoring my flippant remarks about not getting married. It seems that my time to myself is finished, that my time to pay my parents back for my creation and upbringing is at hand.

It was this hammering in of their expectations that came to mind as, primped and curled, I stood outside the church as Romeo's best friend got married, as the beaming bride and groom greeted their guests and watched Mum and Dad cooing at one of my brother's classmates.

The Charming Italian is everything my parents adore; worldly, brilliant, charming, well connected and soon to finish medicine. I only ever attended my school Formals and Balls with boys like the Charming Italian because they were the boys sanctioned by my parents while they still had a say. Men like The Charming Italian command my respect and my admiration, but I have no inclination to play house with someone who will keep me in Perth.

I muttered out of the corner of my mouth to my brothers that the parents would LOVE the Charming Italian for a son-in-law and Elbow was nowhere near clever enough for him, so I guessed I was the lucky girl. Then, with true Hollywood timing, his mother caught my eye and summoned me. The dance began, his mother complimented and admired, I was coy and bashful. She asked me how the last two years had been; I said all the right things about finding myself and achieving goals. I admired her strapping son's sartorial elegance and she minutely detailed his impressive record since I last saw him - overseas scholarships, a year living in Rome and Sweden, travelling with his parents and beloved sister around the world.

I was steered across to meet this paragon of a man himself as he talked to my brother and the Charming Italian leant down to flash long-lashed dark eyes at me while I peeped out from under my mascara and tried not to make faces at Romeo. He accused Mrs B of matchmaking as she hustled him off so the Charming Italian and I were left to swap travel stories and try and make the best of an unusual situation. Though, him being a good Italian son, I guess it was only me that was truly in an unusual situation!

As the Charming Italian charmed me into a simpering heap I remembered other boys. S catching the eye of Sarah Harvey at the Formal, and although she barely acknowledged my existence, she crossed the hall to flirt with him in front of me. His cool reception of her endears him to me to this day. And of course, P at the Ball, a better partner could not have been found for me!

Admired, clever, happy and confident, these boys are the ones who will be running Perth in 30 years, their elegant and beautiful girlfriends becoming trim wives presiding over big houses and a select brood of uniformed children. Their fathers are lawyers and doctors, own the family business and expect great things of them. They have years to prove their worth and live up to their promise, while their future wives have a bare few years to catch them.

I think I have just realised that my parents had brought up their daughters to catch one of these men, and since my sister had abdicated her right to a city boy by aiming for farming, I was the daughter that had to bring in a good husband. They had moved to the right suburb to live and had sent us to the right schools and university so our classmates were respectable. They had let me wander off to be 'finished' overseas and had cultivated the right parents in my absence. Now that I was home to stay it was time for me to get myself into gear and ensnare one of the good boys so I could be propelled to the heady heights of a BMW, a 4WD and a house in Peppermint Grove.

The Charming Italian and I greeted the bride and groom as a couple, the four of us chatting away, the parents watching with calculating eyes. The next day at the reception we danced around each other through the crowd under parental eyes again. When the Charming Italian and his mother had gone all his classmates teased me, reminding me of my remarks many years ago that the Charming Italian was the best of their year. I await the next move with anticipation. The Charming Italian mentioned we had to continue our conversation about travel; I said he knew where to find me, my brother grinned and his friends smirked.

I was actually lucky enough to see almost every young man I grew up within two days – I got to see all my brothers' friends at both the wedding and the reception the next day. These boys have always been high achievers, gregarious, fascinating and charming. They were still growing up though when I left, and I come back to find them men. We were at the first wedding from their group and at such an adult occasion I was able to talk to them on a new and mature level, as an old friend just home from travelling, not just Romeo's older sister.

From a group of young university students had emerged gruff mining engineers, successful entrepreneurs, heedless playboys, spotlight-stealing comedians and tortured artists. I swapped bawdy stories with the playboys, I discussed politics with the engineer and his glamorous and lovely girlfriend, the artist and I retreated to a corner to discuss working within the confines of the expectations of those around us and I had a joke off with the comedian.

Driving home Romeo told me that each one had complimented me to him during the course of the two days, and he glanced at me with pride. The four of us are so close-knit that we have always expected to get along with each other's friends, and it was clear to him that I have still had it. And it was clear to me that the next year and a bit was going to be a great adventure as I started meeting the same people in a new mindset.

On Saturday night I saw my FSO and all his friends as well as a startling array of men from the past. At one stage on Saturday night I was standing with Nik in The Queens fearing to move because in each corner of the pub were groups of men gossiping with each other about my return and they were not making me feel comfortable!

I've said it once and I will say it again – Perth is too small to breathe in sometimes. The party I was at The Queens for held some guests that made me squirm with discomfort as each face brought years of intertwined love affairs and feuds wriggling back into my consciousness. There was:

#1 FSO who was spectacularly late. I had to leave the party frequently to talk to others in the pub as his friends were watching me speculatively and hinting that I was waiting around just for him. When he finally did arrive, the shock of seeing him had me almost tongue-tired – I went out with him?

#3 Three of his friends are friends of mine in their own right, long before I met FSO. They were reassuringly welcoming and constant and I was there to wish my favourite the best of luck for his move to London.

#4 The other three ranged from one who despised me from the first day I started going out with FSO one of the two who had tried to go out with me after FSO and I broke up and were swiftly discouraged by the rest of the group, and one that went out with my best friend and was her partner at my 21st. Needless to say these three looked straight through me that night.

#5 A friend from first-year uni with an ego directly proportional to his attractiveness who is constantly hinting that Che and I are gagging to go out with his smelly, fat little self. G'ah!

Thankfully Nik and I were spared having to be too polite to rude boys by the plethora of other familiar faces we were able to distract ourselves with. Generally, it was posing, eyeballing the talent and being impressed. And a few of the men on this top-shelf talent were a blast from our past.

Six years ago, in first-year university, Nik and I were the back row bandits in Politics 101, spending our halcyon first semester ignoring the lecturer and gazing, entranced, at two tall gorgeous boys in the next row. One was Peter, the blue-eyed white-blond son of the Headmaster of Wesley, and the other his equally gorgeous brunet mate. Nik went on to have a crush of many years on Peter as he went over to Law when she did and was in many of her classes and he became her perfect man.

Two years out of University had moved Peter out of her everyday life, and she does not frequent the places his crowd of rich kids play, so seeing him on our turf was a bit of a shock. What was even more of a shock was that even after six years we were remembered. As we became aware of them and Nik walked away to the bar, they saw me and nudged each other. I was mortified, suddenly realising that since I had NEVER talked to them and had only seen them in class six years ago, the fact that they knew my face did not mean good things. We made like a tree and left, but not before Nik realised Peter was no longer the only man worth mooning over.

Walking home after a night of negotiating the social shoals, Nik and I were glad of one thing – each of us had finally realised that it wasn't all about the boy anymore. Nik was over her epic crush, and I no longer cared if Matt still loved me or not, nor what his friends thought of me. We had grown up.

I love Perth, I love my family, I love my friends. But there is no freedom in this town unless you cut yourself off from all you knew before. The weekend brought out the Perth society hunter in me. I had to fight against the habits of five years learning who to chase in Perth and I have only had two years of freedom to preserve my sanity. Now that I have been in the situation, I realise that much as I love Jane Austen, I do not want to be in a Regency-type marriage market presided over by dynastic parents.

It's kind of funny, but I wish I could just tell them that trying to keep me here by throwing me in the way of eligible men is not going to do it, although Mum mentioned the bloody 'Max has to meet this man' topic again tonight. My dentist's son for Christ's sake! Sure he has been in London for the same two years as me, but why would that make him inclined to want to do anything with me? G'ah.

Holding Out For A Hero - The Charming Italian, Again

Saturday, June 22, 2019

22 June 2007

Orders of Magnitude: Why Poststructuralism cannot destroy the world.

Whether or not the world exists prior to or as a result of its symbolic, ideological or discursive articulation is one question that does not disturb me greatly as a practising historian. Each day that I am forced to move from my bed, refrain from eating chocolate or contemplate the eternal question of whether pink can be worn with red, I am convinced that the world does, indeed, exist. The challenge that poststructuralism poses to this world of colour, taste and sleep deprivation is that the world exists, and others perceive it in limitless degrees askew from my own perception as a result of the symbolic, ideological and discursive articulation of individuals. Whether the different strands of poststructuralist thought are judged as radical, conservative or reactionary, the intellectual and political stakes of the debate rest more on what poststructuralism can create in the way of furthering the debate than what it can destroy by way of destabilising the debate.

Monday, August 06, 2018

5 August 2008

JOEY



I think I need driving shoes as well. They say to me: preppy in the style of Nancy Drew or Ali McGraw from Love Story. I could team them with blue jeans and a cute plaid shirt ... 
Ok, my thoughts on a farm in Ireland:
 You would need to research a nice area, close to Dublin or Cork because you would need to talk to city folk at some stage, or work for money to fund your farm stay. Farmers don’t count to talk to as they are hard at work for most of the day, and I believe Irish farmers’ wives are generally hard workers also, but with a disapproving demeanor and a way of saying ‘have another cup of tea then’ which discourages even the most avid tea drinker from taking another cup. Perhaps this is why Irish farmers spend so much time ‘getting the pigs in’ and so forth. Sundays would involve attending church in the disapproving catholic style but the tersely made roast would more than makeup for it.


Alternatively, if you do your research you could find the location where Gerard Butler lives as I believe there is a local pub where good looking young farmers hang out in thick, knitted wool jumpers and moleskin trousers after a hard days farming. They are more talkative than their forebears but you have to catch one that only drinks in moderation as the Irish are a bucolic, alcoholic nation. He might introduce you to his mammy if you’re lucky. 

I would suggest a rural area close to the coast and within a days distance of Trinity College Dublin for your intellectual needs.

MAX

For the rest of us, who do have not seen PS I Love You, I am imagining being a researcher/PA/companion in a lovely Great House, and after some months becoming great friends with the young man who owns the house. Halfway through winter, the heating fails, and all inhabitants are sent away bar me and the young man to instruct the workmen when they appear. We can only heat one set of rooms in the house until the workmen come to fix the VERY old plumbing, so we must co-exist in wintery isolation of wood fires, a shared double bed and socks drying over the bookcases. Romance Blossoms. Max never needs to go home to Perth ☺



I have been planning, planning.


JOEY


Close, but much more interesting.

Perhaps you could be employed by a very old, slightly doddering couple ala Possession. They could live in a bad 1970s addition, shotgun at the ready, life savings hidden in the mattress, wellies in the mudroom until they decide to visit a distant relative somewhere, so you would be all alone in the great house. I think the old man could have an interest in racehorses and a large collection of valuable books, the documentation and organisation of which falls to you.


One wet and windy day, you could be exploring a wing of the old house, or out on a ramble quoting poetry aloud and stumble into a good looking, slightly arrogant young farmer (in a woolly jumper) who looks at you, incredulous that such a marvellous woman would be in his corner of the world, but with an antagonistic twitch to his mouth so you get off to a wrong start.

You think you dislike each other, but when the power goes off, one cold winter’s night, you reluctantly bond over tea and toast by the fire. I’m afraid marmalade would be involved, but you pretend you like it to save face. He does the same with the tea which he secretly likes sweet and milky. He also has some lanky hounds who appear throughout this story, and on a cold night in question could warm themselves too, by the fire.

Possible names for your arrogant farmer include:
 Jack, Dylan, Sean, Liam or James.

MAX

I just made the three men who sit around me by barking with laughter when, cruising along in your story, a farmer appeared out of nowhere! ☺  Brilliant.
 

I think what will happen is I will choose Cork for some reason, be lucky enough to score a room in a dear little house in a dear little village that is being absorbed into the outermost suburbs of Cork (but has a great bus route to it from the City).

I will find it hard to find friends my own age because they would have all emigrated for work, so I will end up joining the darling little old ladies of the parish in their jam making, sponge baking and knitting.

One day, serving my wonderful sponge cake to the knitting circle and gossiping madly about our Dylan in America, I will be introduced to a returning grandson (he was in Africa somewhere teaching with an NGO) and we will conduct a slow and very much gossiped about romance in front of my best friends at the knitting circle. He will be the last gentleman in Ireland ☺

JOEY



Well you can tell your barking men that Dylan was walking the 10 miles from his remote ancestral home to the closest post office - which is only open once a week - to sort out a phone bill, and took a shortcut through your employer’s field which is how he stumbled across you, walking in the opposite direction and reciting poetry at the top of your lungs. (I mean, who does that?)

Or else, he didn’t know that the doddering OAPs had employed you and got suspicious when he saw smoke rising from the chimney (as he knew they were in Limerick visiting distant relations) whilst out on his tractor and came over to investigate, finding you in flagrante delecto in the main house, again reciting poetry at the top of your lungs!

So you see, barking engineers, Max was responsible for getting Dylan out of obscurity! I just helped their love story along a little bit by making it rain.


I do like your NGO returning grandson. He could have red hair.

MAX

Oh god – sorry – my cold is not making me make sense.
 
I meant to say I made the men around me JUMP when I barked with laughter because the farmer was so unexpected and welcome in the story.

But your exhortations still stand relevant, as the men around me are just jealous that I get brilliant stories in my inbox instead of boring work, which appears in theirs! I am the only one in this office that will burst out laughing in happiness when reading my emails. So THERE, boring engineers.

My laugh this time was REALLY loud ☺



I used to recite Banjo Patterson out aloud to the bush when I rode our horses on the farm. They would listen to me as we ambled along the fence lines. I used to wish that someone romantic would think that the ultimate accomplishment of the woman he wanted to marry, but I never met that poetry loving male. Not until Dylan that is. Dylan sounds Mr Darcy romantic, but I am over difficult men at the moment, I fancy a straight-forward man to be truthful. Hence my NGO Grandson, modelled on the lovely Scotsman from Skegness, with his utter truthfulness and lack of modern artifice. It is entirely likely that he will be in possession of fox-red hair ☺

If I cannot find a redhead in Ireland to romance, I am just not trying hard enough.
 
I am worried about the economic recession in Ireland at the moment – I am consulting the Lawyer in Cork Dad put me in touch with as to if the Admin Sector is still buoyant – it would be crazy to go if there genuinely was a recession, and they may not give me a visa anyway ☹

JOEY

Hehe my feathers were ruffled at the engineers thinking I had poor narrative skills.  I think you should aim for a thinking redhead to romance, as you are one smart lady

14 AUGUST

JOEY

Hehe … this is Dylan as a young tack with his Da … I can't find a more recent photo, but his expression has softened somewhat in the intervening years.
See you at 8.3X (that's between 8.30 and 8.40!)

MAX

Brilliant! :-) I hope his Da likes me. I may have to milk a cow and trim some hedgerows before he takes me seriously. I will be practising in between knitting lessons from Mum. God, so much to learn before Dylan and I meet.

Also, what do you think Dylan's Ma will think essential accomplishments for a girl who sets her hat at her boy? I can bake, cook, sew and shoot ...

JOEY

His ma will respect a woman who can put good food on the table at night, get her linen snow white and wrinkle-free and make a decent tea cake. She doesn't like those young girls with nothing but floss between their ears who are always making eyes at her boys, that's for sure. Although she's a straight-talking woman, she'll respect someone who can get along with Dylan's da, who is a fanciful, whiskey-drinking practical joker, always trying to trick you with his talk of fairies and folk tales. When he doesn't have much to say, he devotes time to cleaning his pipe or his gun. I think deep down Dylan's ma is a lot like Lynne from Hereford, she's a sweetheart, devoted to her family and farm. She might have a tough exterior, but that's just from years of hard work and raising 4 boys (Dylan, the twins Colin and Ryan, Thomas, the black-haired, blue-eyed eldest who works for a publishing house in Dublin). So, all in all, Dylan's ma is going to like you a lot more than her daughters-in-law (Colin and Ryan having married local floss with blonde highlights) because she can see you will love the farm as much as she does.

MAX

My immediate feeling - it sounds like Joey has decided which of Ma's boys SHE likes! :P

MAX

I like the sound of Dylan's Da, just the kind of Da I get along with. He sounds a little like Ash's Dad, who finally inducted me into the family a few months ago by getting me GOOD with a practical joke.

Dylan's Ma I think will have to be won over with plenty of time in the kitchen chopping potatoes and talking about all the things that women with sons don't get to talk about. First boyfriend’s mother was like that, she loved to talk girl talk with all her sons' girlfriends, which is why all her sons' girlfriends got along with each other as well.

I hope to have poddy calves and orphaned lambs and the only female puppy in Da's new litter of sheepdogs (which is when I know I am really in the family - none of the flosses have one of the family dogs). I will be OBSESSIVE about the vege garden, and Ma will teach me how to grow all the wildflowers around the area and I will introduce the family to the renewable energy revolution.

Da and Ma will let me have a tiny little nook by the fireplace with a small chair and table for my 'scratchings' and all the spare walls will suddenly grow more bookcases to hold all the books that will suddenly appear with me. I will also start a sideline in beading corsages for the local flosses little sisters for their balls. I will have both the Catholic and the Protestant clergy for dinners once a month, which will make the neighbourhood look sideways at me, but everything else will be normal about me, so they won't mind so much.

Saturday, July 07, 2018

7 July 2008

Robbie's Diary

Day 17 of Orange Hair. Went to Amps, Still the prettiest.

Robbie’s Diary

Day 18. Went to Amps. My weave no longer tells a soliloquy - it has been infiltrated by the indie masses. Must find another do.

No matter - still the prettiest.

Owen to Robbie

Day 18. Owen got all shirty when I accused him of trying on my dresses. He says I have impugned his masculinity. What masculinity?

Robbie to Owen

Day 18 … evening. The dress that no longer fits over my hips fits Owen beautifully. Bell has warned he may soon attempt to usurp the prettiness.

I wish him death.

Max’s Diary

Day 18 Evening. Owen mincing around in the dress purloined from Robbie. Robbie signed into Owen's profile while he was eyeing up Frodo (Sam will kill him if he tries anything) and joined the 'Sauron Will Always Have Eye Problems If He Watches Palantir For Millennia' Facebook Group.

Have sourced new headgear, although three Rohirrim will have to die to provide the raw materials. It is for a good cause, must retain power over pretty dancing girls.

Robbie’s Diary

Day 18. The air of dissent expands exponentially. Bell is to turn wranger … now even my closest circle is trying to overtake me.

Still brown though.

Max’s Diary

Day 19. Robbie is persuaded that imitation is the sincerest form of flattery and she releases her deathlike grip on me to allow me to shop for my wig.

Got to wig shop and Elrond had cleaned out all the long wigs, as he appeared to have a new dress (suspiciously similar to Owen/Robbie's dress) and needed to be darker.

Saw Elrond later at Balrog's house trying to persuade Balrog to toast him to 'Robbie Brown' to match new weave.

General Fashion Confusion.

Robbie

Hehe - for one - surely tis not imitation as NO-ONE could possibly confuse the 2 of us.

for 1. u have bosoms 
for 2. no, that's about it really 

Okay - so this spot on my chin is huge now - i want to kill myself.

Robbie’s Diary

Day 19. I think I am developing a spot on my nose. V. serious situation, as Robbie spots likely to last for two days or more.

Still prettiest, despite blasted spot.

Robbie

no NO - this blasted spot is lasting for like weeks now! it is one of those pesky ones that won’t come up properly but is stalking behind the scenes, and creating great damage as it SLOWLY tries to get to the surface in a really half arse attempt.

i have to take pictures to send to Dan re my new hair colour, and have this disgusting brown spot on my chin- which is total botching the pics … so i have taken to posing with my hand covering my chin … like i’m trying to be cute or something … BAH.

Max

It totally isn't my fault Arthur, I am just saying the usual stuff, it is just that Miss Robbie is extra suggestible and under extreme pressure at the moment. Robbie, you are going to have to join a MONASTERY to get to the monks. A monastery. Yes. That would let me indulge in my third most inappropriate weakness, religious men.

Robbie

Please - i am ALWAYS suggestible. cept now i am more aggro than usual.
Heh - u and monks/priests ... 
Max Bell - woman of the cloth.

Thursday, July 05, 2018

5 July 2007

Richard Armitage called, he wants his mascara back

Cruella deVille, Lara Antipova and Tatyana Larina have been calling all day wanting their coat back

steve jobs called ... he wants his computer back ...

Noah called, he wants his rain back

Al Gore called, he wants his six star rating water saving toilet back

Ernest Hemingway called, he wants his bar back

the devil called ... he wants his velvety trousers back from your metaphor ... dry-clean only please ...

karma called ... it's on its way over to my house


Valhalla called, Karma is late for the Deities morning meeting and they were wondering if you had forgotten to take off the handcuffs?


Hitchcock was calling me all fucking weekend wanting his haunted, cold, musty, insect infected country hotel back


i called paddington bear ... i wanted to know where he got his wellies + mac ...


the sailors of the desert called ... they want their ship back!


oi, spiderman called, he wants his spidey senses back!


Shah Jahan sent his vizier down, he wants his white gold concubine out of the garden!


well well well. that’s a very nice hat you are wearing. i could mention something about the owner calling + wanting it back, but that bird has flown